Well, I guess I am going to Syracuse for the night. I dunno. I have mixed feelings about it. Like I really want to go, I want to get away from here. But I dont want to feel like I am in the way or anything. I guess I shouldnt feel that way, cause if Jay didnt want me there, he'd tell me. Thats how he is. Thats how we are. I dunno. I just feel weird about it I guess. I guess we'll see how things go. I'll probably offer to DD, since its Memorial Day weekend and I know around here they are talking about a lot of sobriety check points. Plus I'm not into that whole driving after drinking thing. Known a few people killed that way. But anyways, I should get into the shower, then head out to my parents house and take out my Bailey for awhile. Then I'll probably head out to Syracuse around 6 or so. I'd prefer to drive while it was still light out, and even if Jay isnt home, I'll go to the mall or something. We'll see. I dunno. Anyways, I should be going... :)

This song has been going through my head all day long... I'll just put an excerpt in, since I have already posted the song...

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